Moody and Irritated

This week has not been a good week. It started out ok, but I am on a mission to find something I lost. I don't know how I lost it, I have kept it in the same place for months, but it has now disappeared and it holds sentimental importance to me and my family. It has sprouted legs and walked off and it is driving me insane and to the point of tears.

But let me go back...A few months ago I was looking through a bag of photos my mom gave me. Inside this batch was a wallet photo holder filled with REALLY old pics of me, my sister and then a special treasure. A picture of my grandmother when she was a child. This is the only photo in existence that we have. I was planning to scan it at a more professional place in hopes to clean it up a bit and then enlarge it to give my Memere as a christmas gift. Well that is not to be unless I find the pictures. I have torn my entire downstairs apart. I have touched everything, moved everything that is downstairs to no avail. Frustrated doesn't even begin to cover how I am feeling. My worst fear is that somehow it got mixed in with some paper to be recycled and it went out - gone forever.

Also this week, Justin's car needed to be fixed as it died, Vaughn is sick with a cough I can do nothing about as it is not perpetual to warrant a doctor's visit but he is too young for otc medicine for cough. I feel helpless other than a hot steamy bathroom -which get's too hot after awhile.

I am feeling very moody and I just don't want to be at work today. Oh wait...that's everyday. I would like to win the lottery this weekend. It is only 25 million...I would even be willing to share it.

This weekend I plan on continuing the search for my lost photos, spending some time with my friend Sherri and doing housework. Maybe squeeze in a scrap page or two but that if Vaughn lets me get anything done.

Thankfully it is Friday, it can only get better from here right?